最熟悉的陌生人。。。

the day that i have awaited for 2 yrs came already... n in fact it past!!!

i though i will be so much happy, eager n anxious to see the most treasure person on this very meaningful day to me... yet, it was not turned to be wat i hoped n wish for...

it became so so so much doubt n weird feeling arise between us...

i m afraid... so afraid to feel strange n so afraid to lose it...

i dun wan this kind of relationship... the connection between us seems so close n yet so far...

wat m i n he afraid of??? i dunno.... out of sudden i dunno how i should to face this state n how to feel my most well known stranger...

what i should do or should try to do to get things better??? i cant focus on my daily work due to this... i feel so hard n so tough to this!!!

can some1 help me??? (i bet some of u might know i m expressing!)

finally 最熟悉的陌生人 is applied on me...

i have got so much to tell u n talk to u... but yet again so afraid to stay close or face u!!!

pls pls.... pls help me!!!

=( i m sad

The Most Beautiful G.Koi

Dedicated to our house's beloved beautiful KOI...

we are all now pray hard for u and hope u got back ur beauty and wisdom in ur next reborn...

even though u r just a "it" who swam in my home's pond for the past few years but we do appreciated u as much as we can.... we love u!!!

now, u had gone... sadness brought to my dad the most!! and, we're sorry for didnt show the care to u when u needed us the most... it is the most dreadfulness for us as well.

i should now say bye to u... bye to our beloved General!! u lead the rest so well that u scarified!

ur beauty n poise, had bring us joyful and be a proud pet for my dad...

now, the pond had became so much empty without u!! we missed tat...
just a day apart and tat had become a forever apart...

at the end, i should say, u r always our beloved n our proud, d General KOI!!!

u r always in remembrance!!!

幸福在哪里

幸福。。。


当所有的人及包括我自己 都觉得自己很幸福时，我却觉得我的心是空虚的！！！

到底什么是幸福呢？？
而我是不是因为太幸福而忘了什么叫做幸福 。。。


现在的我， 总是觉得无止办 空虚 。。。



心 总是 空空的。。。 。。。

灰灰的自己

很想写些东西。。。 可是就是提不起劲！！ 不知道自己要的是什么，就只知道是个。。。
灰灰的我。。。